zondag 30 maart 2008

Website online at last

So I sticked to my own deadlines for once this time. My website is online and I invite all to have a look. The URL is http://www.gerritsite.com , it contains my CV and a lot of articles. More articles to be added the coming weeks so don't forget to check back often!
 
When it comes to my A Perfect Circle forum... Will be online in a couple of days. The domainname has been requested and the hosting space has been set up. Forum will be ready to take its first posts in a couple of days.

vrijdag 28 maart 2008

Football and more short updates

Shalom,
 
 
 
The sleeper must awaken (OK, quote stolen from one of my musical heroes, Maynard James Keenan)
 
Sorry for a lack of news lately, I have been quite busy. My personal website is progressing well and I expect to have it launched by the end of the weekend. It has been delayed very often due to several issues but I am planning to this time let nothing come in between it (and hopefully I won't change that plan this time ;)) and launch it very shortly now. Finally you could say...
 
Also, my fan forum for A Perfect Circle is upcoming, thanks to the help of an internet friend of mine who is technically more gifted than me and who is taking care of the technical side of launching the messageboard. It will be a new APC messageboard after the existing ones seem to have all gone online, leaving APC fans with no other resort than Tool forums where we however always experience the strange attitude that we are aliens in a place where we shouldn't be. Well, time for a change, and with this APC forum I hope to give A Perfect Circle fans a new hang-out spot on the web.
 
 
 
Lack of personal news yeah, but no lack of news in general. This week saw several football friendlies and although they were basically warm-ups for the upcoming tournaments and World Cup qualifiers, there were some really interesting fixtures for both fans of the top sides and the minnows.
 
First of all the top... Italy lost in Spain 1-0 while France beat rivals England with the same score. Franck Ribery scored the decisive goal in the Stade de France in Paris.
 
Holland struggled in Vienna where they faced a 3-0 score against one of the weakest teams at the upcoming Euro 2008. However, an incredible turnaround saw the Netherlands come back and win 3-4 in the end, leaving the Euro co-hosts with a very shocking loss, although scoring 3 goals against the Netherlands should give them some confidence. Neighbours Germany had less problems, winning in Switzerland 0-4, a big loss for the other Euro 2008 hosts.
 
My native Belgium lost 1-4 against Morocco and although 3 out of 4 Moroccan goals resulted from personal mistakes from the Belgians, this result can hardly be seen as uplifting and the bomb is about to explode with several players outing their unfulfillment about the national coach's tactical decisions.
 
My own favourites then: mixed feelings here. My one favourite Norway faced an embarrassing loss in Montenegro. 3-1 with Carew scoring the Norwegian goal when it was too late already however as Montenegro was leading 3-1. For the very new nation, preparing for their first World Cup campaign, this must be a huge victory although it also indicates how rapidly Norway have slipped to become a mid-table team in Europe.
 
My other favourites Israel did better. While not playing a great game, Israel won 1-0 against Chile in a sold out Ramat Gan stadium (10 shekels a ticket: that way you do fill the stadium even for a friendly!). Yossi Benayoun scored the goal, while reserve goalkeeper Nir Davidovitch made some crucial saves (he played the second half while first choice goalkeeper Dudu Awat had a relatively easy game in his first half). Maybe more important than the result itself: Barcelona's top talent Guy Asulin entered the game during the second half and earned his first Israeli A cap. Spain was trying to convince him to choose for Spain as he has dual citizenship, though Asulin followed his heart and chose for Israel. He is now having an A cap, meaning he can no longer change teams and is an Israeli international for the rest of his career now. I greatly encourage such an incredibly talented youngster chose to play for Israel instead of Spain, and I am sure within less than 3 years Asulin will be the leading man of the Israeli team. El el Israel!
 
My previous home countries... Turkey played in Belarus in difficult circumstances with freezingly cold weather. Despite that, a 2-2 draw was realised with Türkiye coming from behind twice.
Northern Ireland beat Georgia 4-1 with all-time top scorer Healy scoring... an own goal. I am sure Norn Iron fans will forgive him after having scored an all-time record nr of goals for any Northern Ireland player ever.
 
An interesting result was Malta versus Liechtenstein. Two minnows facing each other, with Malta winning 7-1. Not only the biggest victory ever for the tiny island nation, but also the 5 goals (including one pure hattrick) of star player Michael Misfud was remarkable. Congrats Malta!
 
Also interesting to me is Nepal beating Pakistan 2-1, a very rare victory for a Nepalese side that is considered one of the weaker sides in Asia. Pakistan did have its revenge as two days later they won the return game 0-2.
 
Some results I couldn't care less about, but maybe interesting for some of you: Brazil beat Sweden 1-0, Scotland drew against Croatia 1-1, Luxembourg lost to Wales 0-2, Congo got a 1-1 draw in Algeria, and a tropical derby between Jamaica and Trinidad-and-T. resulted in a 2-2. Probably you all think "who cares?" so I will quit here :)
 
 
 
 
Well, that is the football news for now.
 
But this is not all... I have been following Belgian football and KV Oostende in particular since childhood. I have emigrated Belgium and left my past behind almost 4 years ago, but with internet and tapes my family sent me, I still remained very up-to-date on the Belgian football. However, is this going to change and is my long-lasting love for KVO going to drop to a minumum soon?
 
The arrogant top teams are once against trying to capture the whole Belgian football in their power by once again wanting to reduce the number of teams in the premier division. Something I am very much against because the number of teams in the premier at least stops the sport from becoming elitist. Only the top teams benefit from reducing the nr of teams, for fans of any other club it would be desastrous. The top clubs thought giving some compensation cash to the smaller teams would help to get their stupid idea through. Also introducing play-offs was proposed, which even fans of top teams are very much against. Luckily the second division teams barred the proposal, the world is saved for at least a bit longer. But I fear now reforment plans will come up, and the moment the number of teams is reduced (making the league an elitist happening) I will officially stop following the Belgian league. I still love KVO, but if it plays in a league whose policies are against all I believe in, then it just makes no sense to keep paying attention and time into that league. Hopefully new reform plans will be barred as well, although I fear the top teams will do everything they can to push them through. I find it hard not to call this the murder of the Belgian football. At least I have my beloved Rosenborg to keep following in a passionate way but for KVO and the Belgian league it will never be like it was before if the league is reformed, I can only hope it won't happen.
 
If the reforms would happen, then I consider Belgian football officially dead and will stop following it. As much as I care about KV Oostende, if they are no longer in a league that I consider as honest, then I just don't see the point to loyally check all results weekly and have my family sending me tapes of highlights. In this case, I will stick to following Rosenborg who at least play in a league worth following with fair chances to all.
 
Meanwhile by the way, KVO is now struggling to stay in division 2. 18th out of 19 teams and the next month will be decisive if the team can stay in the second division. If not, a derby with city rivals VG Oostende awaits in division 3, as VGO solved its financial worries and is now close to promoting from 4th to 3rd division.
 
Some actually good football news (apart from Israel's win) is that my organisation CENF (I am their Secretary) is close to having a first game organised and already received over 10 membership requests from including Western Sahara, Southern Cameroons, Vatican City, Republic of Rijeka, Greenland, ... I am really excited about this and determined to make CENF a success.
 
 
 
Well, I close down with a song. "Bir", from Turkish metal pioneers Pentagram/Mezarkabul.
 
The Istanbul based band is known for its Turkish folk influences (while metal however dominates) and for its lyrics dealing with Middle Eastern issues, Turkish national pride and Islam. The song Bir could be seen as Islamic metal as, despite criticising some imams and priests, it is an ode to Allah. The song ("Bir" means one, referring to the One god Allah) tells never to fear anything or anyone because we are all coming from the same allmighty god Allah. The lyrics are in Turkish but the song rocks even if you cannot understand it. If you pay attention well you can hear Prophet Muhammed being praised in the song, while the chorus is an ode to God (Haktan comes from Hak, the Turkish word for God/Allah).
 
The chorus:
Korkma Ondan Bundan
Ne Ölümden ne hayattan
Bu Dünyada gördüklerinin
Hepsi Bir Hepsi Haktan
 
Translated:
Never fear of them, those
Neither death nor life
All that we see on earth
is one, coming from one God (Allah)
 
 
I saw these guys live at Kurucesme Theatre just next to the Bosphorus. They are really good and worth checking out. Songs such as Anatolia deal with Turkish pride, while songs like 1000s In The Eastlands deals with the unnecessary suffering of Middle Eastern people. Definitely a band worth checking out.
 
 
 
Well, hopefully my plans aren't ruined again now and hopefully my site and APC forum are both up and running really soon now. Anyways, I will let you know when it happens. 
 
For now, best regards to all of you.
Peace, and Allah Korusun.

dinsdag 18 maart 2008

An interview with... me

Apart from my beloved Echo & The Bunnymen, only one band's lyrics and musical creativity has been moving me as much. The Smiths. The brilliant guitar riffs of Johnny Marr, the warm voice of Morrissey, and especially those fantastic lyrics, cut like a knife through every heart.
 
What attracted me to The Smiths isn't that hard to see: the lyrics are very poetic and sometimes romantic, sometimes eerie and depressed, with also often a political undertone. Lyrics about alienation, loneliness and being misunderstood are cliche, but Morrissey brings them in such an honest and in-depth way that I was amazed by so much lyrical beauty. As an Aspie, the aspie element in some songs also stroke me of course. "How soon is now" (and especially the line about going to a club, hoping to meet someone you connect with, but leaving disillusioned on your own) could be an Aspie anthem, while also songs such as "There Is A Light That Never Goes Out" and the brilliant line "and then a strange fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask" are very recognisable to many Aspies, including me. The Smiths to me have always been a bit of an Aspie band, even though none of the members have any publically known diagnosis whatsoever, and of course the Smiths are much more.
 
Combining the eerieness and romance (such as There Is A Light... dealing with romance by wishing to die together and to never return home) but also sometimes deeply romantic ("No it's not like any other love, this one is different because it's us" from the song Hand In Glove) and sometimes just a bit satirical yet with a kick in the eye of politicians worldwide... The Smiths were diverse but never failed to amaze me with their musical and lyrical brilliance.
 
 
 
For over two years I have been a very active member of Strangeways, an internet fan community about The Smiths. Unlike other forums, who generally focus more on Morrissey and all he's done since the Smiths, Strangeways is really a Smiths forum (without completely ignoring Mozzer's solo work). The community has not a large number of very active members, but the hardcore members are extremely interesting and nice people who are always up for good craic but also for some in-depth discussions.
 
The forum has a long-term tradition of "Member of the Week" elections where the member of the week has to be interviewed by the other members. Last week I was, for the second time, the victim having to answer the questions :)  My first time was 2 years ago when I was still based in Belfast, Northern Ireland. Lot has changed for me ever since as I became even more into politics, experienced the beauty of two more home countries, and further expanded my artistic horizons by discovering a lot more bands, and fell in love deeply with the Middle East.
 
Those who want to read my views about issues such as romance, sexuality's role in society, capital punishment, the true meaning of gothness, life as a traveller, the politics of both my native country and the ones I have been living in ever since.... You can find the most recent interview here:
 
For all records, you find the older one from 2 years ago here:
http://www.strangewaysherewecome.co.uk/viewtopic.php?f=18&t=1180
 
Smiths fans in general are always welcome to join the Strangeways gang at www.strangewaysherewecome.co.uk
 
 
 
Peace to all, and Allah Korosun!

dinsdag 4 maart 2008

Victory, Not Vengeance

Most songs in my music collection have a rather sad or sombre undertone. It is not that I so much love to dwell in depressive feelings, but it seems that it is much more difficult to write optimistic or hopeful songs that feel honest and coming from the heart. While a lot of songs manage to express feelings of loss, sadness and despair with the most beautiful poetic words that you immediately recognise yourself in, it seems only a handful of artists manage to write songs about those moments of bliss and joy that you immediately recognise your own experiences in. Many songs trying to reflect the feelings of joy fall into clichés.
 
There are exceptions though. Such as this one: "Standing" by VNV Nation.
 
VNV Nation are an Irish-British band (though operating from Hamburg, Germany) that are usually classified in the "futurepop" or "EMB" style of music (but I am not a specialist when it comes to labels...). The VNV in the band name stands for Victory, Not Vengeance, resembling the band motto to look forward with hope and ambition rather than looking back in bitterness.
 
The song "Standing" is about those special moments of ultimate joy, when all good things seem to just come together. The sort of moment so intense that you remember it for years to come, remembering it as if it was yesterday. The sort of moment you want to remember for life to look back upon during troubled times. And this is the exact point of the song: treasure those special moments, remember them as intensely and clearly as you can, and use them as a piece of strength when you most need it.
 
One line in the song especially sums up the message of the song completely, it is one of the very few optimistic lines from a song that really moved me and that is written in a way beautiful enough to really express the feeling in an honest and true way:
 
"I let the wind run through my hands, before I turn to walk away
In distant days I long to sense it all so clear"
 
Also the message of the chorus pretty much sums up the feeling well: "fighting time so hard I pray that this moment lasts forever".
 
However, as optimistic the song may sound, there is some hidden gloom if you wish it to be there, because the song also clearly points at the fact that no such feeling lasts forever and that darker times will come. However, focus on the poetic beauty of these lyrics and maybe it can give you some hope or strength as well, as I believe this was the original message as it was intended by singer-lyricist Ronan Harris.
 
A fan tribute to VNV Nation featuring this song:
 
The full lyrics:
"Eyes betray the soul
And bear its thinking.
Beyond words they say
So many things to me.

A stranger here reborn it seems
Awaking wonders deep in me.
If nothing's ventured nothing's gained,
So I must seize the day.

And fighting time so hard I pray
That this moment lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still
At least for me.

Through my eyes stare into me.
I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun
There ever standing still.

It wasn't you it wasn't me
It wasn't anything.
It was a day so long awaited
And a chance to be as me.

I let the wind run through my hands
Before I turned to walk away.
In distant days I long to
Sense it all so clear.

And fighting time so much I ask.
I will this moment last forever.
Though seasons change and things come to pass
Remain inside of me.

I had no faith before that time
In any vow or deed.
Days followed days and
Years were meaningless.
Despite the wisdom of defeat
I bore my heart for all to see
The wonders I'd seen.
The wonders I'd seen."
 
 
 
 
Also, as much as those who know me are not used to me liking pop tunes, another hopeful and uplifting song you may wish to check out is "Run" by Northern Ireland's new musical pride Snow Patrol. The song was not intended as a lovesong though, as the lyricist wrote it to try to give himself courage when he had ended up in hospital with some bad injuries and a serious depression. However, no doubt the song has lifted up many people who used a slightly different interpretation to the lyrics.
 
The official video:
 
 
 
 
These few musical gems may keep you all busy while you really expected a football report from me probably. Well, I went to Tennis Borussia Berlin last Saturday, but upon arrival at the Mommsenstadion (one of Berlin's bigger and most famous arenas) I found the place desolate and the pitch water-soaked. The game was called off, while ironically the amateur team playing in the same street could have their game played due to their artificial grass pitch...

zondag 24 februari 2008

En Büyük Türkiye in Berlin!

24/2/2008 : Hertha BSC Amateure - Türkiyemspor Berlin : 0-2
289 spectators
 
 
 
Berlin is sometimes nicknamed the "most Turkish city outside of Turkey". The number of Turkish immigrants in Berlin beats any other city in Europe. Almost half a million Turks live in Berlin. Turkish restaurants, shops and cafes are everywhere in the city. Especially the districts of Kreuzberg, Wedding and Neukölln are real Turkish bastions, although in other Berlin districts there are a fair number of Turks as well. While Berlin is multicultural in general with people from all over the world (something I, as a left-wing supporter of multicultural cities, strongly like), the Turks are dominant.
 
With all these Turkish people it was obvious Turkish clubs would be formed, including Turkish football clubs. At this moment there are lot of Turkish football clubs in Berlin. Names such as Hilalspor, SV Galatasaray Berlin, Trabzonspor Berlin, Yesilyurt Berlin, and more such names leave little to the imagination. All those clubs however are small amateur clubs in the very lowest leagues of German football.
 
One exception however became a success: Türkiyemspor Berlin. The club was founded in 1978 in Kreuzberg, the most Turkish of all districts of Berlin (some streets in this district have almost 80% Turkish citizens). The club was originally named Kreuzberg Gencler Birligi (similar to the popular Ankara-based club) however when it officially registered in the German Football Association it adopted the name Izmirspor as many founding members were immigrants from the Izmir region.
 
The club immediately appealed to a lot of people within the Turkish immigrant community and local merchants financially supported the club. To attract a wider audience, the name Izmirspor was dropped in 1987 and the new name was adopted: Türkiyemspor Berlin.
 
The club has been a success ever since, climbing the ladder to the semi-professional levels of the German league. In Europe, only 1 or 2 other immigrants teams have done better. Apart from that, Türkiyemspor has always been strongly multicultural with both Turkish immigrants and Germans in the team. The team has won several prices for their role in integrating immigrants into the local Berlin society, and they showed the outside world that multicultural teams could become a success. This inspired Turkish people in many other cities to set up their own local Turkiyemspor teams, which exist now in many German cities but also in Holland, USA, Australia and many more countries. So to say that Türkiyemspor Berlin has made a large impact, is an understatement.
 
The team won, only a few weeks ago, yet another trophy which rewarded them for their positive role when it comes to integrating immigrants and local people into an organisation. But as much as the club is proud of these achievements, they of course also aim for success on the pitch.
 
Türkiyemspor's biggest achievement was reaching the 3rd division of German football. They are currently in 4th division but are aiming to promote to the 3rd division again.
 
 
 
 
This season may very well be the perfect occasion for that promotion. Türkiyemspor has a good team and is currently in 2nd position. The only team ahead of them is the reserve (amateur) team of top division club Hertha Berlin. Hertha was 7 points ahead of Türkiyemspor and had not lost a game this season. This weekend was the big clash between the two top teams. If Hertha won this game, the gap was 10 points and the title was theirs. Türkiyemspor needed to win this game to come back to 4 points behind Hertha II and make the title race exciting again.
 
A very interesting game and I needed to be there. Who would I support? The answer is so easy to guess the question is unnecessary even. I lived in Turkey for a while and fell in a deep love with the country, I would even love to re-emigrate to Turkey. Plus, I love multicultural societies and clubs. So the answer was clear: I was hoping for a Türkiyemspor victory!
 
Note by the way that the teams play in an interesting league with also a few very traditional old clubs like Dynamo Berlin (the team from the former DDR police) and Tennis Borussia Berlin. A second Turkish team, SV Yesilyurt, was also supposed to play in this league, but they collapsed before the season started, leaving Türkiyemspor as the absolute nr 1 immigrants team in Germany.
 
 
 
The Hertha BSC Amateurs play their games in the (what a dull name...) Amateurstadion. This stadium is located within the quite impressive domain of Hertha BSC who have a lot of smaller training pitches next to the impressive Olympiastadion. The Amateurstadion is located next to the Olympiastadion, in the shadow of the big arena. From the stand of the Amateurstadion you see the impressive Olympiastadion right in front of you.
 
The Amateurstadion is decent, but that's all really. A small terrace behind the goal (terrace sounds more impressive than it really is) and a stand with seats. I think the capacity would be maximum 1000. Today, for a top game, there were only 289 spectators. If you realise that at least half of them were Turkiyemspor fans, you can imagine the Hertha fans don't really care about their amateur team. It is in my opinion not even justified that reserve teams are allowed to play in the regular leagues. But I of course liked the Turkish invasion of the stadium and had a nice time talking to the Türkiyemspor fans. Talking about how much we like Turkey, about Turkish football, ... You get the picture.
 
 
 
 
 
The game itself started slowly. Hertha had a bit more possession but Türkiyem had technically more gifted players. About 3 or 4 players were German and they also had 1 African player, the others were Turkish immigrants. The fans were 80 to 90% Turkish people, plus another few Germans who supported Türkiyemspor (and me of course :)).
 
The first chance was for Hertha: a high ball from the left side reached a player that stood totally isolated at the far post, he controlled the ball but then delivered a very weak shot right at the Türkiyemspor goalkeeper.
 
Türkiyemspor reacted with a long dribble but the shot went past the far post. Hertha got a free kick but the ball was kicked over the bar.
 
Some small chances, but nothing too special really. The game was, at that point, rather boring and luckily some conversations with the Turkish fans kept me awake...
 
Luckily Türkiyemspor realised they had to win this game to keep promotion within reach, and the technically gifted Turks started to attack. A few shots were blocked, the rebound was going straight at the Hertha goalkeeper.
 
Hertha woke up and also tried to react, with a long pass over the ground and a shot from the edge of the 11m line. The ball went straight into the upper corner of the goal, but the Türkiyemspor goalkeeper managed to catch without many problems. Another Hertha shot deflected on a Turkish leg, the ball bounced out of reach of the goalkeeper but Türkiyemspor was lucky to see the ball bounce just next to the post into corner.
 
Türkiyemspor reacted with one of the finest technical moments of the game, when a player dribbled past 4 or 5 defenders, only to be stopped by the Hertha goalkeeper diving into his feet to catch the ball. Great moment though.
 
A nice conclusion after a somewhat disappointing first half. One player however caught my eye: Türkiyemspor striker Fatih Yigitusagi, who was technically very gifted and was a constant threat to the Hertha defense. Remember that name, because he would play a decisive role later on in this game.
 
 
 
 
The second half was of a lot better level than the first half. Hertha immediately chose to attack with a shot from inside the box which however just missed the near corner and died in the wrong side of the net.
 
However, by this time Türkiyemspor really became the better side and the chances for the Turks came as well. First a very hard shot only narrowly missed the far post. Then another one of those beautiful dribbles came, but this time it was concluded with a shot right at the Hertha goalkeeper.
 
However, the pressure from Türkiyemspor was broken suddenly when a cross from the left from Hertha was headed in from close range. The ball hit the crossbar and bounced back into the field, the rebound from just outside the box aimed straight at the upper corner of the goal but the Türkiyem goalkeeper caught the ball with an excellent dive.
 
The big chances came and a goal was just a matter of a few more minutes. Rightfully deserved, it were the Turkish who scored the opening goal. A great pass over the ground from the left side of the pitch reached Fatih Yigitusagi in front of goal, who controlled the ball and perfectly shot it in the far low corner of the net. The Hertha keeper had no chance and the by far best player on the pitch had put Türkiyemspor in front.
 
Hertha just had to react but didn't manage to seriously bring any danger to the Türkiyemspor goalkeeper. On the contrary the opposite happened: once again Fatih Yigitusagi made a fantastic dribble (seems to be his trademark!) past several defenders, and this time (once again face to face with the goalkeeper) he shot the ball into the net.
 
0-2 and Türkiyem was in fact sure of victory at that moment. Hertha kept trying but never came close apart from one moment: a cross from the left was headed in from very close range at the first post, the ball bounced off the ground and into the arms of the Turkish goalkeeper.
 
 
 
That was it. 0-2 and Türkiyemspor is entirely back in the title race. 4 points behind Hertha II still, but this is a gap that can easily be closed. For the Hertha reserves, this was the first defeat of the season. With an away game versus the tricky Dynamo Berlin coming up, Hertha could be facing another very tough weekend.
 
While the Hertha players immediately went hiding in the dressing rooms the Türkiyemspor players danced and celebrated on the pitch, singing "Türkiyem Türkiyem Türkiyem" for minutes, then on to celebrate and hug the fans. I had a few more conversations with the Türkiyem fans before going home.
 
The first half was disappointing, but the second half was amusing and the best team won. The technically very gifted Fatih Yigitusagi was by far the best player on the field, and Türkiyemspor deserved this victory. Hopefully on to promotion now.
 
Also, the friendly Turkish fans and the very technically gifted players were a pleasure to deal with, and I am surely going to attend a home game of Türkiyem the coming weeks (their home is the Katzbachstadion not far from their native Kreuzberg district). Of course, as much as I like Berlin, I fell in love with Turkey and would love to emigrate to the Middle East again, but an afternoon like this, talking to the Turkish people (often with the subject how nice and beautiful Turkey is :)) was a nice moment while waiting and hoping to be back in the Middle East itself in the near future.
 
And I will finalise with a traditional chant of Turkish football fans and, given the Türkiyemspor victory tonight is very appropriate: "En büyük Türkiye !" (Turkey is the greatest!)
 

vrijdag 22 februari 2008

Dark Passion Play in Berlin : Nightwish

First of all, I wish all welcome to my new blog. After failed attempts to keep the blog going in the past, I decided to start from scratch and hopefully this time we will make it work long-term :)
 
 
 
Yesterday was my first local concert since I am in Berlin. Finnish "symphonic metal" band Nightwish are on tour to promote their album Dark Passion Play. I never was a huge fan of them, basically due to not really knowing a lot of their music. What did attract me though were their album covers. Oceanborn pictures a woman laying just under the surface of the sea with a full moon above, while a fan t-shirt (which I bought long ago purely for the picture and poem) pictured a woman staring at the full moon at night, with on the back a poem that was an ode to the sea. The words "to be one with the waves" somewhat moved me. Also, I remember a Nightwish article that featured the quote "Every dream is just a journey away". Clearly they showed poetic potential, but somehow I never took time to discover the music. Until I heard the beautiful ballad "Sleeping Sun", an ode to the night featuring the trademark operatic vocals by Tarja Turunen.
 
My first interest was raised, and then in late 2005 Tarja was sacked from the band because of personal differences between her and the rest of the band. Since then my curiosity grew, and when new vocalist Annette Olzon from Sweden was introduced I was curious to hear the "new" Nightwish. I feared that without the typical opera-esque vocals of Tarja it would not feel like Nightwish anymore, but on the contrary, the more rock-orientated vocals of Annette pleased me and "Amaranth" was both musically and lyrically a really interesting song.
 
So to call me a fan would be exagerated surely, but my interest in Nightwish was there and I started listening to some older work as well. Since then I started heavily sympathising with the Finnish band. Especially the song "Nemo" moved me, with its beautiful chorus: "Oh how I wish for soothing rain, all I wish is to dream again. My loving heart lost in the dark, for hope I'd give my everything."
 
When I noticed Nightwish were coming to Berlin, my current home town, to promote the new album, the curiosity and interest in the band was big enough to buy myself a ticket. I was keen on hearing the new songs live, and curious how the older songs would be with Annette on vocals.
 
 
 
 
So yesterday was the big night. A 45 minute tram and subway drive took me to the Treptow Arena, located in (obviously) the Treptow part of Berlin, in the former East Berlin. The arena is in a nice location, just next to the river Spree with a nice promenade next to it. In the river, a bassin was built for open air swimming in summer, and next to the arena their is the famous Badesschiff where you can have a sauna and hot water bath with view on the Spree river. One of the hippest places in Berlin for sure. The arena itself surprised me as well. No small intimate concert hall, but a huge hall with room for almost 10000 people. The arena was practically sold out so my guess was that 7000 or 8000 people were present for Nightwish's arrival in Berlin. Luckily there was a stand built for those who prefer to sit down for the concert. I usually prefer front-row standing, but not at metal gigs, as I am not into headbanging and jumping around a lot. So this time I was happy with a seat, which by the way proved to provide me excellent viewing and without being blocked by tall people jumping in front of me :)
 
Support act was a metal band called Pain. Quite heavy with some typical metal songs and screaming vocals. Not bad, though not enough variation to really keep me interested the whole time. But that is OK, as this meant time for a last drink before taking seats for Nightwish.
 
Approx 9:00 pm the time had come for the main act. A darkened stage with the Nightwish logo and name on the background was awaiting while some classical sounding music served as intro until the lights went on and the band members walked on stage. After a very short welcome message, the band chose to immediately keep the crowd going with one of the heaviest songs from the new album: Bye Bye Beautiful, a goodbye message to former vocalist Tarja Turunen.
 
To those who were anxious about the new vocalist, it was clear from the start that any fears were irrational. Annette, who looked quite cute with a short skirt by the way (how the heck did I notice that ? :)) immediately proved to be a quality singer. From the first song on she sang perfectly, and her voice suited extremely well with the music. Also, she immediately showed her charisma, walking around on stage and interacting with the audience as if she had been part of Nightwish since the early days of the band. You could clearly see an Annette full of confidence and who really enjoyed her new role, she clearly adapted into Nightwish really well and song after song she would prove that all bad comments appearing on some websites were not justified. Band leader Tuomas, who also does the keyboards and writes all lyrics, has made an excellent choice with Annette as new singer.
 
The band also took care for a bit of show elements, as from the first song on firecrackers and flames were used on stage, especially during the heaviest parts of the songs flames rose from several objects on stage. It made me think a bit of Rammstein, though a bit more modest. Still, a nice addition to the show.
 
The band chose for a setlist with the best songs from the new Dark Passion Play album (surprisingly leaving out Eva, the first song that was released from the album... though it was clear the band chose for rock and no ballads tonight, as also Sleeping Sun was not played) along with some more classic Nightwish songs. And yes, also here, Annette did het job perfectly. Songs such as Nemo were risky to be played because most people know the songs so well with Tarja's voice which is entirely different from Annette's voice. But Annette sang the song very well and it definitely sounded as good as it always did, she never tried to copy Tarja but just gave the song a new interpretation.
 
I really was pleasantly surprised, not just by her vocals but also by the stage personality of Annette. I saw an Annette who was well integrated in the band, who enjoyed every moment of the gig, appeared full of confidence, and was joking around with the audience in a really spontaneous way. Somewhat unexpected, she threw condoms into the audience, stating to that fans "have fun, but do it safe". I never expected condoms at a Nightwish gig, but it was somewhat a pleasant bizarrity. Also, since the last album guitarist Marco is doing vocals as well (though only in a few songs) and the combination of the male and female vocals worked out really well.
 
The crowd interacted really well with the songs, and responded really enthousiast to the band. The pyro-effects were a nice addition though not even necessary. With the music alone the band was convincing enough as it is. They finalised the concert and evening with a really great version of Wish I Had An Angel, yet another moment proving Annette's vocals were really suiting the music well and that no older songs sounded any less good than before. All concluded, a nice concert which somewhat makes me enthousiast to maybe travel to another German gig of them as the tour will visit Leipzig, Hannover and some other cities not too far from Berlin.
 
 
 
 
I finalised my evening two subway stations further down the road, enjoying a few coca-cola's in the famous gothic/wave club K17. Thursdays are usually the best days in K17, and I was not disappointed. The Broken Ones (Diva Destruction), Just Like Heaven (The Cure), Kiss (my request ; London After Midnight), Passion of Lovers (Bauhaus), Bruise Pristine (Placebo) and My Girlfriends Girlfriend (Type O Negative) were an excellent conclusion to a nice evening before I really got too tired to continue the night.
 
Let's just say: my first Nightwish experience was a very good one, and I will definitely try to see more of their shows.